Wednesday, August 01, 2007
4th mth arrived. The day I'm waiting for each month. Guess this mth I can't celebrate? Neko-Chan is attending course. But stupid me forget everything about her course. Her course which started this week had not gone to into my mind & registered yet. I bought the presents. Planned for the night. I almost book the Japanese Resturant? Till then, I realised that she was not available for the night. Stupid me. Thought of all the stuffs but in the end is just emptiness or maybe fantasy. Lolx.

Utterly disappointed with myself, I felt damn stupid. Everything was ready but Neko-Chan could not make it. But never mind. Worst thing was, she went to her Fang Ting's house to stay over after the course. It really made me felt extremely lonely? She could not talk freely at all in ppl's house. I was just hoping for a sweet msg or assurances or promises from Neko-Chan for the next mth. Since the 4th mth was not that smooth. Hoping to talk about it & make out 5th a better one. But guess everything is destined? Neko-Chan might not know how I feel. She may not know hot to express herself I guess. I decided to celebrate with her on thursday, which is tomorrow. Hopefully, it went well. =)) sometimes life is just like that. You forget about the event, you planned about it, in the end, is just emptiness. Life is full of ups & downs. Takeshi sure can handle =) Daijoubu ne. Though I said that, can't deny that I am utterly disappointed & upset. Samishii kute sabishii desu.

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