Friday, February 01, 2008
Happy 9 Month Neko
9 months had past since we got together. After a hard chase of 3 months, I had finally win your heart. First few months were fights. I managed to help you sort out your thoughts. I managed to help you think more maturely. Lives aren't easy for you & me. Parents are pain in the ass sometimes. (Agree? Those who are reading) Finally, I got caught at your house watching movie by your mum. It all started from there. I managed to place myself in your house. Remember the promised I made for you? Remember those happy moments with you at your house downstairs where I could not go your house?
Many things changed since I got into your house. We watched less stars, less chit chat at your house downstairs & etc. I had not forgotten those memories we once held on to. Soon enough, we will be doing it again. I promise you. Finally, you willing to give your heart after being together for 5mths. But I got myself tangled again. Broke down into sickness, depression & etc. I stood up on my own again with your loves & cares. I don't wish to see you tear or get heart. It scars my heart. During Dec-Jan, I struggled with many things. You never give up on me. Instead, I gave us up, I gave myself up. I let you worry, I let you cry, I let you pull me back. Actually, I'm just in the state of confusion about myself.
What kind of guy am I? Why did I change so much. I just realised, is not I changed. Is my environment that changed, causing me to change too. I really want to thank you for waking me up. Your tight slap did work after sometimes. I swore before that I will not let any woman to slap me in my life after the last slaps by my ex. Guess, I will allow you to slap only? I woke up. I know is time to change. Is time to change myself. That's why I wrote the resolutions.
Frankly speaking, since the day we started, I viewed our photos & our msgs every night before sleep. It's been an implanted habit of mine. If I never do so, I can't get to sleep. Rest assured, my habit of not deleting msg is still there. I had never delete a single of your msgs. I had tons of them stored in my hp. Every reciepts of the places & every movie tickets, I had stored them in my small box.
Hopefully through these few weeks, you can start to see the change in me. Don't worry. I will never be immature. Instead, I am still mature than you in thinking worx! Don't think I am just a 18 year old small boy k! Hahas...
Preparation for My 9 Month Anniversary
I went to school today. Got insulted, "Fake Japanese". Fuck man. This is Singapore! You can't expect me to speak Japanese in class right! Damn you old bitch POM teacher. Went around the whole freaking school to find a computer to use. I finally settled down at E-plaza after 20-30mins of search. Typed my reflections on Neko & my relationship for her. I wrote all my single feelings inside. Sent email to my Japanese best friend, Asumi. Met Dom in school to print my notes. 24 set of notes screwed the computer at the printing shop. We took cover & ran off. =X
Went Bugis, Fish & Co. Dom acted as Neko to pei me eat. Neko had office dinner tonight. Ordered our food & a freaking large jug of Rambutan & Pineapple freeze! Crapp away our time. Went shopping at Bugis street. Went to Mei Zhen Xiang to buy ba gua & visit the people there. It's been a year. It's the place where I knew Neko & started dating her.
We both chiong down to Eunos. Chose the roses, paid & rushed to Neko's office. At first thought of walking in but is raining. We took cab into the industry. Dom waited outside for me. I went solo into her office. Neko was totally shocked! Her eyes like popping out. I handled the roses to her! She can't respond at all. Then her colleague came out & shouted, " WAH so romantic. Never non of my business. I go eat ba gua! " Laughed as he walked off. The commotions started. All rushed out to see & started making noises. Then out come HER BOSS !!! Shocked by his presence, he gave a handshake. So firm & strong. =XX Of course, I held his hands tight! Hahas. Gave her a big hug & kisses. Asked her to read the email I sent to her.
It was so wonderful for the day. Imagine your loved one saw how sincere you are in treating her & how sweet you treated her, she will be touched. I love such feelings. I love to see Neko smiled & got stunned. All my surprises seemed to stun her each time! I love such feelings.
I felt so successful today. Packed my whole room. Now I can keep my nagging mum far apart! She won't nag me for a few days I guess? Hahas. That's so wonderful. Dug out many things, saw many of my past that flashed through in my minds when I flipped many things out. Never mind, just hope she changed. Been a year, but she never changed. Btw, Melodie, I had packed all your sec4 txtbk & wkbk in a big box! Rmb to collect from me!
Neko bubu, thank for such memories that you gave me in these few months. We will change together yeah? More things to come, we face it hand in hand. Don't let go of me, will you? Hope you love the roses! Brighter future for us. Don't worry about present. Just aim for future, things will be more cheerful. I LOVE YOU. AISHITERU. Muackiex. Huggies. Enjoy the sweet sweet moment!
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