What to say? nani mo hanasuru.
I miss you a lot but i really dunno what to do?
kimi wa inakute totemo samishii. hontou ni.
Life is not the same anymore.
No msg. No calls.

I'm struggling. I can't slp everyday.
Mai nichi nemasen.
I sleep at 7am, wake up in the afternoon.
hontou ni tsuketeiru.
I'm tired everyday.
I see you online, I wish to talk to you.
But when I talk to you, I dunno what to say.

I'm sorry. Make you angry again.
Haix. I am useless, hopeless guy.
Gomanasai. I will not make you angry again.
I will disappear ok?

I feel so stress.
Exams on thursday.
I feel pressured.
Principal, teachers, myself expect to score an A's.
I don't wanna let them down.
I wanna show you what I'm capable of.

Where are you?
Kimi wa doko.
Tasukete kudasai.
Ima boku wa totemo muryoku.
Tasukete kudasai.

This blog. Will you read?
Yomu? I guess not?
This blog is becoming to be mine.
Is not ours anymore?
Kanahii ne.

Sen nen, roku getsu ni
isshoni blog o shimashita.
Sore kara, hitori de blog o shimashita.
kimi wa doko?
Never mind. Daijoubu.
At least this blog is not dead.

I love you.
Mei Sze.