Will anyone tell me what to do?
My exam is gone.
I had no mood to take the exam.
I don't know what to do.
For 2 weeks, studied throughout the nitex.
Now it seems like just an empty shell.

Paid $50 for the exams.
Now, how? Another $50 again.
Haix. I felt so lost.
No direction.
My lungs aren't able to take it anymore.
Is been painful throughout these few days.

Haix. Who is here for me now?
No one? Dare mo iru ka?
I will go crazy. I need see a doctor.
Get myself sleeping pills.
I need to make myself sleep.
I really don't know why I studied so hard.
Is really a waste?
Nvm. This blog is only for me to let out my sorrows.

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