Long time no blog.
ToOoOoOo many things happen.

To many people who asked,"So how's you and her?"
My reply will always be,"hanging in the air, like rope, anytime will break. I'm still waiting for her."
Simple isn't it? I had to go through so much.
Where the problems lies?
80% of the problems doesn't lay on me.
So what can I do? The most I can, is to save the other 20% of the relationship.

I don't blame her?
A part of me hated her.
Big part of me love her?
Hatred.
Loves.
Regrets.
Sorrow.
Anger.
Etc... Etc... Etc...

Who will understand me?
Many asked me to give up.
Many asked me to wait.
Many wondering how come I love her so deep.
Many wondering how lame can I be.
Many wondering how stupid can I become.]
Who really understand the depth of love I had for her?
No one can understand, except me.

The love getting lesser, lesser, lesser...
How long can I still wait?
Though we go out, though we chat, though we sms, though we msn.
She's no longer my girl. She's not the one I knew.
What can I do about it? Too many things complicate the matters.
She can't figure out. She can't think.
I really dunno what she wants.
I hate her for being indecisive.
She keep torturing me.

So wtf am I writing this blog?
So wtf am I updating this blog?
Will she ever read?
This blog is ours.
But she had posted less than 5 posts.
I want to close this blog soon.
Will open my own blog.

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